Tuesday, June 28, 2011

creating a new blog

So i am going to be creating a new blog, and no longer use this one, please sendme your email, if you would like to be able to see the new blog

So Angry At Ob

I had a very horrible Ob appointment today, i left them angry, let down and stupid.

 To start with i knew he wasnt going to be hay with seeing me again, as i am a very high risk patient,

though i went in there, and stated talking to him about it all, he told me "i thought you were going to get your tubes tied after your last pregnancy" i told him that th hospital i had him at said because i was under 25 and that they thought my medical history didnt warrant one that they were not going to do it, though its ok this will be the last one as DH is going in for the big snip tomorrow, he hen responded with  "we will see about that"

any how i started to talk to him about the heaviness and pressure that i was feeling and told him that i didnt get this with DS3 until further on then 3 weeks later i went into labor, he then told me that it was nothing just the pregnancy ligaments and nothing to worry about also keep in mine tat i have an IC and i funnel early,

then i asked him about when i get my stitch, he told me i wasnt going to get a stitch this time only progesterone, and i will get that at about 14 weeks, as they are going to nothing until 14 weeks

Any questions that i did have he just dismissed me or made me feel stupid about asking....

I cant change Ob's as he is the best at what he does here where i am i am

I have to go back and see him in 4 weeks,
tough he scheduled an u/s for next friday the 8th its my NT scan, and will also be having a cervical length done as well

Monday, June 27, 2011


my new belly photo

two faced

i really dont know what it is with people though why do they have to be  two face...

They act really nice when they want something then they turn around and be very two faced, or cause crap over stuff that isnt even needed, or just make lies up....

what peeves me of even more is that you have someone out of our life and then they turn around and stalk everything you do to try and find out any information you might have, they stalk you blog... yes i mean this blog... ask questions about you at certain public places (my children's daycare) they stare at you when ever they see you and pump other people for information... do they really think i wont find out??? like come get over yourself... oh and if you want to get people to add me on MY facebook to find out goss..... 
for someone who has dropped my family like a piece of shit, you are doing everything you can to find shit out that has nothing to do with you

Have you had someone/people in your life who have done this?? i so what did you do to get rid of them,???


Well not to much has been happening with me,

I have my OB appointment tomorrow looking forward to it for a couple of reasons, my OB will more than likely send me for another ultrasound as i have been really heavy down there also I have had a lot of pressure as well and i didn get that with DS2 and 3 until later on..... I will also have a date and time for my stitch as well, so that will be a lot better,

Besides that not to much has been going on with peanut i have been cramping on and off I am just putting that down to RLP well thats all i am hoping it is any how,

Saturday, June 25, 2011



thats all i can say........

someone typed this into google to get somethingout of my bog

"heartness1 sex drive"


Friday, June 24, 2011


Having a face to face meeting today with Daycare, the director called me last night at 6.30pm from her own home to find out what is going on and why i am taking the kids out,

All i can say is that she is not happy with the carers at her center one bit

Wednesday, June 22, 2011


I just dont understand i truly dont,

I pray to heavenly father almost EVERY day. for strength and for forgiveness of my sins and that everything is ok with peanut and that i will make it to 40 weeks with out a problem

I try my very best not to sin, though some days i do though i repent for it,

Though still with me praying for everything to beok it hasnt benn,

i have had 2 large bleeds in 24 hours :( i go in or an ultrasound tomorrow, i will be 10w6d,

I guess i just wantto know why he is letting this happen for? am i doing something wrong?

Saturday, June 18, 2011

old wives tale

well i guess the old wives tale is true about a kookaburra meaning you are pregnant,

I was going out to the clothes line to put some old bread out there for the birds and this is what i seen  this thing was huge

Friday, June 17, 2011

Not happy with the kids daycare

An email that i sent to the daycare today once the kids got home

Hello ......
I a really sorry to be sending you this email, tough I am not happy one bit about the kids today being at daycare (17/06/11)
I know non of this is your fault and I am very sorry if this email comes across really angry.
I sent deacan to daycare with 3 bottles today, And he had not had ONE of them, I am sure the girls would of given him water during he day through his sippy cup though its not like him at all not to have a bottle, then to down 2 FULL bottles in the car on the way home,
Also another thing is that both the boys were sent with full lunch boxes today, and the only thing they had both eaten out of them was their sandwiches, I know that the daycare provides Morning and afternoon tea, so I am guessing that they ate that, tough they have come home starving,and I have never seen both the boys eat so much in such little time,
I am really sorry for this email, as I know this is NOT your fault at all though I am really not happy with the care they have received today, I caled .... at 6pm once both the Daniel's got home from daycare to speak about this, he said he is going to leave a note for the girls, as the ones looking after them were not there
I will try to speak to you about this on Monday,
Once again I am sorry for the angry email
Kind Regards
Sarah Atkinson

Thursday, June 16, 2011


my ultrasound and midwie appointment went well today,

peanut is measuring 10 weeks and has a heart rate of 180 bpm, people keep telling me its a girl thouh honestly as long as that heart is beating when its born i really dont care what it is, I was told that Deacan as a girl LOL though he wasnt
Any way here is a photo of my ultrasound


this lady

"kate Jones"


Is a massive scammer.... and a dirty lair!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

oh WOW

Pageviews today
Pageviews yesterday
Pageviews last month
Pageviews all time history

mental abuse

there needs to be a law against it....... guess i cant expect anything less hey..... its always something.......

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Looks like i was scammed

Well looks like i have been scammed
I have had a lady at me on Facebook to re shave my head for a photo shoot, that is meant to pay $2,500 for 2 1/2 days work
So i finally decided to talk to her about it and get more info, so doing that everything sounded legit, so i go and shave my head completely, once i had done it she stops talking o me, so i sent her a few emails regarding it and then after a couple more days she responds to me that her mother passed away so i though ok ad leftitlike that emailed her again after i had seen she had been on and then she responds back with in a couple more days, its been over a week i have emailed her and emailed her and nothin so i reported her to facebook, as i dont think its fair, i have all theemails and everything still she has sent me about it.....

note to self, dont be so trusting!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

perigestational haematoma

I got my scan results from the doctor today peanut is doing really well though i have a perigestational haematoma though i cant seem to find any info out on it only what other people have asked....

though i am having some prety bad pains, im getting a very shap intence ripping type pain :(  spotting is on and off a lot of brown spotting mixed with CM and somtimes red, going to cal EPAU tomorrow and see what she says about it

Monday, June 6, 2011


YAY i have another scan today, so cant wait :)

Saturday, June 4, 2011


I know this is possibly a long shot though what are the chances of me going into PTl with this peanut?

with DS1 i went into labor at 23 weeks he was born sleeping
with DDS2 i had an emergency stitch placed at 21 week he was born at 25 weeks (he is now 2)
with DS3 i went into labor at 22 weeks stitch was taken out on hospital bed rest until 32 weeks he was born at 33 weeks,

with this peanut i have the stitch placed at 13 weeks, and they are also going to stat me on progesterone pessaries then as well, now i dont smoke any more (been just over 3 months with out one, also dont drink coffee, and have better help with DS2 and 3

So long story short what are te chances of me going into PTL this time?

Im just really scared of having another child pass away, or also havin to have another 10 weeks hospital stay,

Does anyone know anything that might help me not have PTL?

Friday, June 3, 2011


hmm strange, havng a look through my posts through the admin part and its telling me i have more comments than what i do on some posts...

markets on suday

Well we are going to have another market stall on suday, so that means a 2am start to be there by 4am to set up, its going to be god, goingto have a massive range of stuff from DVDs PC games, toys, clothes, plastic wear and cooking stuff, and alot more  other things, really looking forward to it to be honest,

what is it with people

a comment is a comment, and if people want to leave thm though so be it touh why lie about who you are in a comment??? like the comment below, if you are a non Ff user ten how do you know i have it posted??? i really wish people would stop reading my blog to cause shit ad read it because they want to

AnonFFuser said...
You know you like the attention. Why pretend to be annoyed. If you don't want people looking at your blog why do you have it frickin LINKED in your signature on FF?!

8 weeks

Yay 8 weeks today, only 4 more weeks until i am in the first safe zone, have another ultrasound on monday, to see if peanut is growing like it should be