praying

I just dont understand i truly dont,

I pray to heavenly father almost EVERY day. for strength and for forgiveness of my sins and that everything is ok with peanut and that i will make it to 40 weeks with out a problem

I try my very best not to sin, though some days i do though i repent for it,

Though still with me praying for everything to beok it hasnt benn,

i have had 2 large bleeds in 24 hours :( i go in or an ultrasound tomorrow, i will be 10w6d,

I guess i just wantto know why he is letting this happen for? am i doing something wrong?