6w4d

well i have another Ultrasound on Thursday i will be 6w6d 
not really sure what i will see, tough i hope peanuts heartbeat is a lot higher :) and that my hematoma has gone down, been getting some bleeding and spotting for the past couple of weeks and some cramping as well, tough most o the pain is going with some painkillers i hate having to take them though thats what the hospital has told me to do

though on the up side of the ultrasound at least i will find out if there is one or two heartbeats,  as she thought she could see 2 sacs side y side though wasnt 100% sure, so i guess thursday will let me know for sure,

Doctors

Sometimes Docotrs make me so angry,

Do they not think before prescribing things to you?

My doctor is great dont get me wrong i have never had a problem with him up until now

I have been getting the depo shot once a month now for about 3 months, 

though i am still bleeding all the time so he told me to take these little white pills

2 pills 3 times a day for 3 days so thats ok that works

for a couple of days then i start to bleed again

so i told him i have had enough, so he then puts me on this newish pill

called "yaz"

so i dont know to much about this one so i do some research on it

and on the web site that i found it says that there

have been a study done in some other country cant remember the name now think it was Denmark

and there have been a 64% increase of cases with blood clotting

like what the hell...

I told daniel straight away that i was not going to take it any more

that we will deal with not getting pregnant the old fashion way

either wear a condom or jsut take our chances

the main reason why i decided to look into it was because i had been taking it for 2 days

though i had had bad migrain the first day then 2 bad migrains on the second day

and i dont often get migrains im sorry though i dont want to take the chance