Vivid DreamLa

st night i had the most vivid dream i have ever had it felt so real right down to the pain i experienced in my dream,
im not to sure if i was at hospital or out with a big group of people around me though i dreamed i was in labor again, this was so full on right down to the intense pain of ever contraction I have not had a dream like in a very very long time,
it was really scary, does any one know what this could mean? and before any one asks no i am not pregnant

Thinking about things

Well i have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i can honestly say after everything i have been through in the past 2 1/2 years to come out still in one piece and sane that i can do anything and accomplish anything,

after loosing a child and almost loosing my life after being married for only 23 weeks, to have a micro prem that we nearly lost several times and who spent 88 days in hospital, then to almost loose another child due to early labor, though spending 10 weeks straight in hospital with hardley ANY visits from any friends or family let alone my son, then to go though labor ALL on my own WITH OUT drugs and still come out on top with a LOVING husband, 2 gorgeous boys, and 1 little angel watching over us to make sure no harm comes to us i must be one of the most luckiest people on the planet,

As they say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, though for all my CLOSE friends out there and the ones who have been there when i really needed it a big thank you to you all,