So Angry At Ob

I had a very horrible Ob appointment today, i left them angry, let down and stupid.


 To start with i knew he wasnt going to be hay with seeing me again, as i am a very high risk patient,

though i went in there, and stated talking to him about it all, he told me "i thought you were going to get your tubes tied after your last pregnancy" i told him that th hospital i had him at said because i was under 25 and that they thought my medical history didnt warrant one that they were not going to do it, though its ok this will be the last one as DH is going in for the big snip tomorrow, he hen responded with  "we will see about that"

any how i started to talk to him about the heaviness and pressure that i was feeling and told him that i didnt get this with DS3 until further on then 3 weeks later i went into labor, he then told me that it was nothing just the pregnancy ligaments and nothing to worry about also keep in mine tat i have an IC and i funnel early,

then i asked him about when i get my stitch, he told me i wasnt going to get a stitch this time only progesterone, and i will get that at about 14 weeks, as they are going to nothing until 14 weeks


Any questions that i did have he just dismissed me or made me feel stupid about asking....

I cant change Ob's as he is the best at what he does here where i am i am


I have to go back and see him in 4 weeks,
tough he scheduled an u/s for next friday the 8th its my NT scan, and will also be having a cervical length done as well

11w3d

Well not to much has been happening with me,


I have my OB appointment tomorrow looking forward to it for a couple of reasons, my OB will more than likely send me for another ultrasound as i have been really heavy down there also I have had a lot of pressure as well and i didn get that with DS2 and 3 until later on..... I will also have a date and time for my stitch as well, so that will be a lot better,

Besides that not to much has been going on with peanut i have been cramping on and off I am just putting that down to RLP well thats all i am hoping it is any how,

praying

I just dont understand i truly dont,

I pray to heavenly father almost EVERY day. for strength and for forgiveness of my sins and that everything is ok with peanut and that i will make it to 40 weeks with out a problem

I try my very best not to sin, though some days i do though i repent for it,

Though still with me praying for everything to beok it hasnt benn,

i have had 2 large bleeds in 24 hours :( i go in or an ultrasound tomorrow, i will be 10w6d,

I guess i just wantto know why he is letting this happen for? am i doing something wrong?

9w6d

my ultrasound and midwie appointment went well today,

peanut is measuring 10 weeks and has a heart rate of 180 bpm, people keep telling me its a girl thouh honestly as long as that heart is beating when its born i really dont care what it is, I was told that Deacan as a girl LOL though he wasnt
Any way here is a photo of my ultrasound

8w3d

YAY i have another scan today, so cant wait :)

8 weeks

Yay 8 weeks today, only 4 more weeks until i am in the first safe zone, have another ultrasound on monday, to see if peanut is growing like it should be

7w3d

had my ultrasound and peanut is looking great :)
we have a heartbeat of 148bpm, and it is only measuring 3 days behind,
though its so cute :)

rudeness

I am so sick of the rudeness of some people. thy just push and push and push, and at the moment i have had so much other stuff on my mind, with work and this pregnancy plus with me being the only one who was working, my kids, deacan's surgery though no its not that hard is it........
on another note had the market stall today, it didnt go to bad, we are going o go back next week and this time take a lot more stuff with us, as we forgot most of it, as i was in a rush,


have another scan tomorrow, looking forward to it though also scared at the same time, find out if bub is growing like it should be as last week it didnt grow that much, though on a plus side i am geting bigger and also feeling more sicker to, morning sickness has kicked in big time,

6w6d

I have another scan today, i really hope that everything is going well I cant wait to see what peanuts heart beat is at now

6w4d

well i have another Ultrasound on Thursday i will be 6w6d 
not really sure what i will see, tough i hope peanuts heartbeat is a lot higher :) and that my hematoma has gone down, been getting some bleeding and spotting for the past couple of weeks and some cramping as well, tough most o the pain is going with some painkillers i hate having to take them though thats what the hospital has told me to do

though on the up side of the ultrasound at least i will find out if there is one or two heartbeats,  as she thought she could see 2 sacs side y side though wasnt 100% sure, so i guess thursday will let me know for sure,

Doctors Appointmen

Wll i need to make a doctors appointment n\this weeks, so i can get another referral for another ultrasound, EPAU (Early Pregnancy Assessment Unit) wants me to go for another to make sure everything is going ok, and that the hematoma is startin to go away,
Oh the plus side the bleeding has stopped, though i know it can come back at any time, So i am just taking it easy and resting as much as i can so i don't aggravate things, though it really sucks as EPAU said i am not allowed to pick the boys up or do much house wok, so pretty much all i can do is go to work and putmy feet up when ever i can, i guessi justhav to get used to not doing much and taking breaks as much as i need thm,

Though when i have my ultrasound i will be7 - 8 weeks so i am hoping i can see a lot more and and bubs heart beat is up higher tan 109, any way thats it for now will post more later