Baptism

Well i had my Baptism today, It really wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be, and the feeling that i have now was well worth going with out and staying off the smokes and coffee etc,

I had a few photos taken here they are

I was really nervous before having it done, though afterward i felt so much better i felt lighter and warmer i know that must sound really strange though for me it isnt, i also feel a lot safer now as well

Broken

I feel Broken at the moment and like a part of me is missing,
Every now and again i feel this warmth come over me, it says for a while then goes, when it goes i feel empty and like i have a huge whole in me..
Its really hard to explain...

When i get this warm feeling though i feel safe and like everything is going to be ok...
sorry just my random babbling for the night