two faced

i really dont know what it is with people though why do they have to be  two face...

They act really nice when they want something then they turn around and be very two faced, or cause crap over stuff that isnt even needed, or just make lies up....

what peeves me of even more is that you have someone out of our life and then they turn around and stalk everything you do to try and find out any information you might have, they stalk you blog... yes i mean this blog... ask questions about you at certain public places (my children's daycare) they stare at you when ever they see you and pump other people for information... do they really think i wont find out??? like come get over yourself... oh and if you want to get people to add me on MY facebook to find out goss..... 

for someone who has dropped my family like a piece of shit, you are doing everything you can to find shit out that has nothing to do with you

Q.

Have you had someone/people in your life who have done this?? i so what did you do to get rid of them,???

Boys Party

Well its the boys party this weekend, its only 4 days away,
I dont even know who is coming anymore, considering everyone keeps putting out,
It really annoys me that people are now pulling out of it,
Everyone one has known about the party for over 3 months they have all said they are coming now things have happens and they have to pull out, because something has happened or they have to work ra ra ra its always something, Daniel and I make an effort to attend everything that we are invited to even with the kids though looks like people cant make an effort with us.... oh well at least i know where myself and my family stand..... from now on I'm not going to make an effort to attend anyone's crap now

Work

You would really think that it should be easy to find work hey? .... Its not as easy as i thought it would be, there are a lot of jobs out there though a lot that i cant do because at the moment i am unable to work Tuesday, and a lot of jobs out there are of course Monday through to Friday, i have even started to apply for McDonald's  job just to be turned do with "we have found someone more suitable for the position" yeah right you mean you have found someone younger,
I am so sick of being turned down for work, a lot of places have turned me down because i have children, and they think that it would be best if i am at home with them, though in the real world you need to work to be able to help provide  for them i don't have some sugar daddy to pay for the bills Daniel works his ass off every week and just brings in enough to pay for rent and a few other things, i am so sick of him busting it out there working so hard to try and get the overtime just so he can provide for us
Daniel hardly gets to see Jason during the week as he may get to see him for about an hour before he leaves for work or when i take them to daycare then he is in bed when Daniel gets home from work,
So if i return back to work i can help take the pressure off Daniel so he doesn't have to put in the over time (even though he still will) though he doesn't HAVE to he can come home on time and see his family,

Why does having to work be so hard, i am willing to do anything just about i have been applying for so much work just to get called in for an interview to be turned down for it, i give every interview 110% though i guess that's just not go enough any more :( its so disheartening.... it really makes you think how a person/family are able to provide for the loved ones... makes things tough

Got the go ahead

Ok so i got the go ahead from daniel he is fine with me donating my eggs,
I really wanted o check with him first, just because i thought it was the right thing to do..

So now i need to go to the doctors and find out whats involved and get all the health checks i guess, I just want to be able to bring the joy that i get from my boys to other families that cant have that chance


I wonder if they let you know when your eggs have been used? and how many? and yeah if the new mum and dad to be get in contact with you or what not.. wow i cant believe i am really going to do this i really cant wait.

Eggs

i have been thinking about this hugely and think if i can not have any more kids, and knowing that my eggs are SUPER fertile then maybe i should donate them so some other lucky couple/family can have start their own.. though i tried to Google what is involved and i cant seem to find out what you need to do and what happens

good enough

so i am really starting to doubt myself as a friend any more, i never see any one, hardly have anything to do with any like yeah i understand that everyone is busy and what not, though no one ever has time to catch up or go for a cupper, though they do with everyone else, bit of a kick it the guts if you ask me.
Its like people are avoiding me like the black plague,
If anyone ever wants to catch up im usually there, to be there for them and everything,
I guess you can give and give and give though not get in return,
Im not sure any more, maybe i should just keep to myself and my little family that i have, that way i cant get hurt or let down i guess