What a week

Well all i can say is what a week, it feels like it has been non stop,


First off on Sunday i had my confirmation so i was happy about that, now i am a member of the church and i also received the gift of the spirit as well, I have joined the church chore (not sure spelling is right) so i need to see my doctor about giving me some women injections to make sure my voice goes back up as the steroid injections have made it drop and crack lol


My weight is now 47kgs i am very happy about that, i am going to be either signing up to a gym so i can start getting fit or i will be going for runs, no not to loose weight though just to get fit so i can do everyday things with out getting puffed,  also because all the weight i have put on has gone straight to my stomach not that i mind though my tummy looks like i am 4 months pregnant lol,




Kids are going well Jason is talking so much more now also is getting into trouble a lot more as well, Deacan is just about walking wont be long now for him either, he is starting to walk around furniture, and is standing all the time, though we still haven't gotten him into a sleep routine yet, he just doesn't want to stay asleep so its making it hard on everyone,


On another note Daniel has Quit smoking as well i am so very proud of him, today will be his second day with out one, though today i have been 3 weeks without a smoke or coffee, really starting to miss the coffee now though, 


any way better goes it just about 7am and daniel still isnt out of bed he is going to be late for work, and he will prolly get angry at me for not waking him up though i told him if he didnt get up then it wasnt my fault that he was late for work,.


Any way i will talk again soon


Sarah xx

Baptism

Well i had my Baptism today, It really wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be, and the feeling that i have now was well worth going with out and staying off the smokes and coffee etc,

I had a few photos taken here they are

I was really nervous before having it done, though afterward i felt so much better i felt lighter and warmer i know that must sound really strange though for me it isnt, i also feel a lot safer now as well

So Happy

YAY i am so happy i have been coffee and smoke free for one week now!!!!! YAY

What a great day

I honestly wonder what else could go wrong today, it has been one thing after another,

To start with didnt have the best wake up of the morning, though it was such a hot day today, both the boys were home from daycare today so i bet they felt every minute of it, as they are used to being in air conditioning and we only have it in the main bedroom it only gets used when i am really feeling the heat

I got my new phone today just waiting for the numbers to be switched over woot woot,  so trying to learn how to use that, its gongto take a while i think LOL

Had a visit today from the Missionaries it was good for them to drop in and to see if i was ok and see how everything is going, and also to make sure i havent had a smoke or any coffee or tea, though yep nothing for 4 days now and i am feeling so much better, i am eating better and also sleeping better as well

though i need to get tea ready soon having veg and snaggs im really hungry for tea LOL, hope it tastes alright,

Though to top off such a great day today, i spilled  boiling water over my left hand and still now 30 mins later my ring,middle and index finger are still stinging, and have swollen a little, i guess that will be another scare to go with the rest of them....


 but yeah must say good bye time to get tea ready.

Sarah

Cant do it

I honestly cant do this any more i really cant, i have had about enough
Im trying my hardest NOT to smoke or drink coffee or have any alcohol and i am doing very well, i have been with out or 2 days now,

I am going to get a ticker going so i can see just how long i have been with out,

Though yeah back to what i was saying,  Things between Daniel and i are really not good i am over it I know i keep bitching about it though at the moment i cant take it any more,
Daniel knew just how hard this was going to be for me, as i have smoked since year 7, i have drank coffee for as long as i can remember, so it was a really big thing for me to Quit,
though no he doesnt understand,
He couldnt even make it easy for me yesterday, like yeah he didnt smoke in my car, though he stopped and got me a V yesterday so i had some srt of Pick me up though he went and a got huge bottle of "Iced coffee" knowing that i couldnt drink it, then last night with tea he comes home with a coke for me (i very rarely drink coke) and he got another HUGE bottle of "iced coffee" it was like he was rubbing my nose in it.....

Today hasnt been to bad it has had its moments, i am trying to eat when ever i want a smoke, so with any luck i will pile on the weight (i'd be happy with that)

Though yeah with Daniel and i, i really don't think i am going to try any more i really dont see the point.... i have been trying for years though never got anything from it, in all honesty  i only think Daniel and i got back together because  of Deacan,  And maybe also because he would of had to pay a lot in child support for both boys.... I dont know really

I just dont care.....

Day 1 No Smokes No Coffee Morning to afternoon

Well i have done it its now 2.39 pm and i have not had 1 coffee of smoke today,
I havent found it to bad today, just trying to keep myself busy,
Getting the boys to daycare this morning was stressful, I kept getting red lights and stuck in traffic,
the missionaries brought over some grapefruit juice and a few other things, the grapefruit juice is horrid, though it does what it needs to lol,

Anyway  that's it for now,

Q how much baking do you do? and what do you cook?

Bring on Monday

Well as some of you know on Monday i am Quitting Smoking and drinking Coffee, i am going cold turkey on both, As part of my religion that i want to join you need to be with each of those for one week before you are able to be baptized,

Most people dont understand why i am doing this and thats fair enough i dont expect them to, though this is something that i need/want to do so i am going to do it, and it doesnt matter what anyone says i am still going to do it,

I will be keeping a Diary on here of each day so i can look back and see how i went with it all

Also on another note i have started to use my Fertility Friend account so i can get some understanding of my body and when i Ovulate and so forth, as so much has happend to my body in such a short amount of time, i have brought some OPK's off the internet to help me pin point the day i Ovulate as well, Plus it is great catching up with everyone on there as well
Though i figured that it would be great to understand what is going on with and what symptoms are with what, like O'ing and AF etc,

any how thats about it for the time being will fill you guys in with more later