Ok so this goes to everyone who gets the email alerts, i need a reply from all please
as bad as this sounds i am sorry, though who reads this because they acutely care or just want to find out the goss???
As i am going to go through the ones who get the email notification and start removing people i think
This is my way of showing the world how i see things through my eyes, feel free to join me through my ups and downs, life after loss, dealing with a premature baby and just my life in general, I write from my heart and what i am feeling at the time, i Dont meant to offend any one at all, the last thing i want to do is hurt people though i am honest with what i write
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Let down...
I feel so let down at the moment i really do i spet ALL day yesterday cleaning the house from top to toe as we have a house inspection tomorrow.. and well not much got done on the weekend when daniel was home to give me a hand...
Though yeah the whole house was clean and i was proud of what i had done in such the small amount of time that i had to do it in **both kids were at daycare for the day**
The lounge room was spotless nothing out of place any where all washing folded and put away etc... though jason was home for 5 minutes and his toys were everywhere, and yeah i know before any one says anything he is a child he is going to do it i know, that didnt bother me as its not that hard to pick toys up...
Daniel gets home from work, here i am so so so proud of what i had done, he has a look around and says "nice work, now keep it this way" my heart sunk....
then this morning i know its not jasons fault one bit though he started to cough so i put him over my knee and pat his back as it was a choking type cough though he power threw all over the carpet... now the house wreaks of spew and i have the huge white mark on the carpet and have until first up tomorrow morning to get it all out and the smell to go.. i know its not jason fault one bit as he is jsut a toddler how is he to knwo any better, its just disappointing and upsetting, as all that hard work yesterday and for nothing,
I really just feel like the maid around here, i really do, as there is still a lot of washing to do and other stuff that needs to be done, and yet i have a feeling none of its going to get done....
Though yeah the whole house was clean and i was proud of what i had done in such the small amount of time that i had to do it in **both kids were at daycare for the day**
The lounge room was spotless nothing out of place any where all washing folded and put away etc... though jason was home for 5 minutes and his toys were everywhere, and yeah i know before any one says anything he is a child he is going to do it i know, that didnt bother me as its not that hard to pick toys up...
Daniel gets home from work, here i am so so so proud of what i had done, he has a look around and says "nice work, now keep it this way" my heart sunk....
then this morning i know its not jasons fault one bit though he started to cough so i put him over my knee and pat his back as it was a choking type cough though he power threw all over the carpet... now the house wreaks of spew and i have the huge white mark on the carpet and have until first up tomorrow morning to get it all out and the smell to go.. i know its not jason fault one bit as he is jsut a toddler how is he to knwo any better, its just disappointing and upsetting, as all that hard work yesterday and for nothing,
I really just feel like the maid around here, i really do, as there is still a lot of washing to do and other stuff that needs to be done, and yet i have a feeling none of its going to get done....
Friday, July 23, 2010
Feed back
hey guys so to be pushy again, i was just wondering if I could please get some feed back about this blog?
Also stuff that you would like displayed here, and displayed less of please
As i am also trying to make this blog to help other men and women out as well
Also stuff that you would like displayed here, and displayed less of please
As i am also trying to make this blog to help other men and women out as well
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Removed,
if you want to be removed of the email list that gets notified when i make a new post let me know and i will take your name off
Over it
AHHHH where to start...
What gives people the right to tell you how to raise your children?? what makes them think that their child raising skills are the bee's knees...
Like yeah i don't care if people want to give advice though once they start TELLING me what i should and shouldn't be doing with MY children that's when i draw the line...
Once they win mother of the year award i will let them TELL me what to do though until that happens i really couldn't give to hoots,
Maybe they don't mean to do it, though once i could understand and not worry about it, twice yeah maybe they didn't know though all the bloody time??? get your head out of the clouds!!!!
I'm so sorry its just so god damm frustrating, its like i am just always hitting my head up against a brick wall.... as i tell them not to tell me what to do though YET they still do,
i need a poster that says "insert brick wall here"
What gives people the right to tell you how to raise your children?? what makes them think that their child raising skills are the bee's knees...
Like yeah i don't care if people want to give advice though once they start TELLING me what i should and shouldn't be doing with MY children that's when i draw the line...
Once they win mother of the year award i will let them TELL me what to do though until that happens i really couldn't give to hoots,
Maybe they don't mean to do it, though once i could understand and not worry about it, twice yeah maybe they didn't know though all the bloody time??? get your head out of the clouds!!!!
I'm so sorry its just so god damm frustrating, its like i am just always hitting my head up against a brick wall.... as i tell them not to tell me what to do though YET they still do,
i need a poster that says "insert brick wall here"
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Work
So ill be looking a returning back to work soon, I need to update my resume though how can i make 16 months of home duties look good lol
as i haven't worked for the last 16 months because of having Jason and Deacan,
Im kinda scared about going back to work as i haven't worked in so long though also looking forward to it as well
as i haven't worked for the last 16 months because of having Jason and Deacan,
Im kinda scared about going back to work as i haven't worked in so long though also looking forward to it as well
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Jason
So we had an appointment at the genetic clinic today at the Royal Brisbane , they guy was very nice, and didnt mind me asking so many questions lol, and for once a doctor that actually listens i know right shock horror so they think that Jason might have Noonan Syndrome they are not 100% sure though they took some photos of Jasons characteristics that he has of it and then some photos of Daniel and I and he is going to put it through as a case with the other genetic councilors and see what they think so if we dont get a call back it means he doesnt have if we get a call back on Friday or not long after it means he does have
Though on a good note jason is now 10kgs, 73cm tall and has a head circumference of 47cm
Though on a good note jason is now 10kgs, 73cm tall and has a head circumference of 47cm
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